Emonyettt tibe2... ;(

Hari ni i keje mlm..tibe2 rs sayu..emonyetttt sungguhhh..rs nak nangis..agaknye byk sgt pkir kot..tibe2 terpikir betul ke nak wat ivf ni..camne kalu x berjaya..am i strong enough??tapi sume tu kuasa tuhan kan..kita just usaha & tawakkal..yg lain sume berserah kpdNya..

Kadang2 bile dgr lagu emo2 neh..sure akan mengalir gak air mateku ini..padahal xde kaitan pon kan..huhu..adeh..nway hopefully my journey with ivf will be successful..cant wait to have our own children..well utk mengisi kesunyian, we have 3 cats at home..sgt manja..xdela rs sunyi sgt..luv them so much..kalu ditakdirkan i preggy with ivf..will make sure my babies sume pon syg kucing kt umh ni :) come on..be happy!!!! positifkan diri..jgn sedih2..


Ya Allah..adakah aku sudah bersedia utk melalui semua ini..ko permudahkanlah..kuatkanlah kami..bgnkanlah kami..permudahkanlah process ivfku ini & semoga aku berjaya pregnant dgn ivf. ini...jauhilah kami dr benda2 yg xbaik..sesungguhnya kepdmu kami berserah & meminta pertolongan...aminnn

2nd appointment for IVF/ICSI

27th Nov 2014 - 2nd appointment for IVF/ICSI

Appointment pagi tadi dlm kol 12.30pm..masuk je blik doc..terus doc suh baring wat tvs...then nmpkla a few eggs kecik je..belah kanan kiri nmpk cam ade 4 each.., doc cam riso my eggs xresponse sgt..mmm i pon riso..last jumpe my DH kene wat SA..alhamdulillah doc ckp suma normal for my DH...i pon terkejut because before this mmg sgt low..maybe sbb kene pakse makan multivitamin and also yg i perasaan dia xstress at work at the moment..hahaha sbb xbyk project..byk wfh..haippp..saba je le..tp thats a good thing kan..yeahh :D hepi for him

So skrg ni doc riso kt i..my AMH is 11.30 which should be normal..tp doc tkot my eggs xresponse sgt and i need double injection so that my eggs response well...mmm kita ikut ajer...

So doc listkan ubat yg i kene amik:

1) Pergoveris - 13

2) Orgalutron - 1

3) Suprefact - 1

4) Ovidrel - 1

5) Utrogostron - 4

Total : RM6145

So doc pesan, kalu period da dtg bgtau dia..then br die decide when to start inject pergoveris..


Ya Allah..permudahkanlah ya Allah..

CD19 - 1st appointment for IVF/ICSI

31st Oct 2014 - CD19 - 1st appointment for IVF/ICSI (throwback)

Alhamdulillah..periodku datang jugak akhirnye on Monday -13th Oct, so terus wat appointment jumpe my gynae on Friday -31st Oct (CD19).

Cam biase, mmg kene tvs to check on my telur and rahim..alhamdulillah my rahim cleared from polyps etc..tp doc ckp my eggs lmbt membsr..nmpk cam br CD8..pdahal da CD19..and i havent ovulate lg that month...mmm..haippp

Anyway lps tu discus ngn doc..bila boleh start IVF..my gynae tanya when will be my next period..based on apps yg i pkai..i be should getting my next period earliest on 20th Nov..biase dia jd cam 1 week from last period..tak tentu..so my doc decided to plan for my next period..senang skit nk plan for IVF/ICSI..so i kena amik 2 ubat 2 times a day:

Norcolut - 2 biji sehari start from 7th Nov -30th Nov 2014
Progynova - 2 biji strat 15th November 2014- TBA

Doc nak my next period to come around 3rd Dec 2014...so my stimulation for IVF/ICSI will start awal Dec..insyaAllah...

So next appointment will be on 27th Nov 2014 (Thursday) utk discuss psal ubat etc

Ya Allah,  permudahkanlah jalan kami untuk mendapat zuriat kami sendiri ya Allah...sesungguhnya engkaulah yg maha berkuasa dlm mencipta sesuatu..engkaulah yg maha pemurah lg maha penyayang..permudahkan jalan kami dlm IVF ini..aminnn..

Oh myyy...Hysteroscopy & dnc ;(

It has been awhile...a month already after i went through operation to remove polyp..actually planning for IVF last Sept..tapi semua itu kuasa tuhan..last checkup on last August..my gynae nmpk ade polyp size 6mm dlm rahimku...sob..sob...disbbkn planning for ivf..doc ckp rahim kene sehat..xboleh ade benda yg halang dr implantation before proceed with IVF..so we decided to do hysteroscopy and also dnc on 10th Sept aritu..so ivfku postpone...br je masuk keje lastweek..mmm rs cam nk benti keje je skrg...haipppp

Nway my operation went well..alhamdulillah..so our plan is to do IVF on this coming November insyaAllah..doakan semuanye berjalan dgn lancar & dipermudahkan..amin

So right now, supplement i took only multivitamins, vit D and acid folic je..doc xbg amik benda lain sbb takot kacau..mm cam polyp ni doc ckp mayb something yg i mkn yg trigger polyp tumbuh..mm i dont know what..so any other supplements sume i da stop..huhuhuh..byk estrogen also can trigger polyp kan..

So sape2 yg da start treatment for ttc..jgnla tunggu lame2 br nk cek lik..last 4 years...i mmg xde polyp..everything normal except i'm pcosers..so im not so lucky this time..tetibe ade..tp xpela tu semua dugaan hidup kita kan..so redha je la..

Skrg tgh pantang lg sbb wat dnc..so i avoid seafood/sayur&buah yg sejuk je so far..yg len i hentam mkn..doc ckp xyah pantang..tp i takot..heheh...

Next appointment with my gynae is on CD18..my period may be a bit late due to last operation kot..so tunggu je la...hopefully polyp xtumbuh lik coz doc ckp my rahim cam senang nk nek balik polypnye..mmm semoge dijauhkan...amin...

1st update in 2014

Its been awhile..lame gile xupdate blog ni..nk dekat setahun da since my last treatment IUI..ape yg kami wat skrg adalah enjoying our life..konon2 nk kuruskn bdn..tp berat xtrun2..but we managed to kurgkn mkn nasi..no nasi for dinner..just simple dinner macam ayam bakar n saute vege..okla kan..for the first time DH join me as well.. ;)

Our planning for this year..to do IVF this Sept/Oct 2014..insyaAllah...semoge dimurahkan rezeki dan dipermudahkan urusan kami semua..amin

So we have another 4 months to go from now on..kene start mkn healthy food..supplement etc..mmg skrg da stat mkn supplement

-multivitamin surbex
-acid folic
-habbatussauda
-pati delima gulsan
-madu
-soil qaseh

Hopefully ada la rezeki nanti..amin