Counting dpo..

Ms 4dpo-6dpo..rs cam sengal2 bwh prut..kentut..angin byk..pening2 skit tp xslalu la..backache..

Haa ms 6dpo..i mimpi dpt triplets twins..guess what ade 3..mimpi tgh scan..nmpk 1 then 2 then 3.. Ehehehe..lps lik keje cite kt hubby..die ckp alhamdulillah kalu dimurahkan rezki..insyaAllah..nway actually kalu dpt satu pon da bersyukur sgt2... ;D

Hari ni plak 7dpo..kol 3am leg cramp..uwaaa sakit gile..then kt opis kol 10am da stat lapar..prut bunyi..ekeke..tp xde plak sengal prut ke cramp ke..

Appointment ngn gynae on cd14..

Wednesday 21st June 2012

Br balik dr honeymoon soknye pg jumpe gynae utk wat tvs..Patut on cd12..tp xsempt lik lg..tu yg pi ari cd14..

Bile da wat tvs..Nmpk on my right, ade telur bsr 14mm while on my left ade 19mm..i gedik tnye ade satu je ke? Ekekek..gynae jwp satu pon ckup..hehe (mmm..hoping to get twins)?..then cam biase kene amik pregnyl 5000iu utk pcahkn telur...

Mm DH da mkn fertilAid for 3 weeks..xtaule jd ke x..just trying..gynae ckp kalu cycle ni xjd..amik clomid 100mg lg..so tgkla camne..

4th Cycle of Clomid

Mmm..hari ni last day on clomid for 4th cycle..da lame berehat after amik 3rd cycle dulu..well took it on cd2-cd6..setakat ni ada la cam pening2 lalat..tapi still ok lg..

Gynae actually pesan suh amik clomid after DH habis consume fertilAid for men sebulan..tp memandangkn my cycle skrg ni cam pjg..last month cd40..this month cd36..so rs cam takot xsempt nak pg wat tvs bln 7 nanti..sbb da start puasa kan..

So as usually cd12 kene pi wat tvs..nak check telur and also pregnyl shot..tp ade another prob lg..i will not be in malaysia on my cd12 tu..adehh..balik cni lik mlm cd13..tp da siap wat appointment ngn gynae cd14 ni..just in case la..hopefully sempt lg la cd14

Not sure bleh ke amik clomid tanpa pregnyl shot on cd12..rsnye pregnyl ni just utk pecahkan/matangkan telur..utk memastikan kite ovulate on time..so nmpk gayenye mmg kene wat opk la nk cek ovulate bile since xsure sempt amik pregnyl ke x...mm arap2 dipermudahkan..aminnn..

HSG & 2nd SA result..

29th May 2012 - Appointment ngn gynae for HSG & 2nd SA result...

My HSG result semuanya ok..uterus & fallopian tiubs are normal, no block, no endo etc..syukur Alhamdulillah...

But 2nd SA result is still the same..low count & low motility plak..last SA motility was ok..50%..now decreased to 20%..haishh..

Well my gynae suggested DH to take FertilAid for Men since some of her patient that have the same problem..conceived within a month..tp kalu ikutkan kt description botol..elok amik 3 months..my gynae siap bg contact details org yg jual fertilAid ni..

Upon google..found this website yg jual fertilAid (the same contact as provided by my gynae).

http://www.ingin-hamil.com/

I bought fertility value package that includes as below for 1 month consume:

1 botol FertilAid for Men
1 botol CountBoost

Add on:

1 botol MotilityBoost

• Recommended Use, FertilAid for Men: Take 3 capsules daily in divided doses with meals.

• Recommended Use, CountBoost: Take 2 capsules daily in divided doses with meals.

• Recommended Use, MotilityBoost: Take 2 capsules daily in divided doses with meals.

Hopefully DH makan la supplement ni..sgt susah nk sruh dia makan..hahaha..mmg kene monitor..siap kene sms or call ..nak make sure die makan..hepp..

Pastu gynae wants me to take clomid after DH consumed 1 month of those supplement..arap2 berhasil la ehh..insyaAllah..gynae slalu pesan..tiap kali nak makan supplement..bace bismillah..doa dipermudahkan..etc..

So started 1st June 2012..DH makan all those supplement..lets see how it goes within a month..chaiyokkkk ;)

Hsgkuu...

Hsg procedure..

Last month buat hsg kt hospital kpj tawakal dgn doc fatimah..kami sampai hospital on time..before 10.30pm..so trus pi kt registration counter bhgn xray..bg surat refer siap2..then nurse situ suh duduk dulu nanti derang akan pggl name..so kiteorg pon tunggula nk dekt sejam gak sbb doc ade patient yg xsettle lg..then after awhile nameku dipggl..so DH kene tunggu la kt luar..xbleh msuk blik nk wat HSG tu..

Assistant doc pon bgla bj hospital..suh tukar..bukakla ape yg patut..hehe..lps tuh diminta baring atas benda yg cam katil..tp bkn katil..cam meja panjang..tepi tu da mmg ade siap2 mesin nk xray..pastu sebelah lg satu..ade 3 biji monitor utk monitor ms da xray tuh..

Then da baring atas meja pjg tu..assistant doc pon bgtau psai procedure HSG camne..tp tak tunjukla alat2 yg digunakan tuh..hehehe..kalu x i naik seram gak kan..ekekek..dale xpenah wat papsmear before this..Mmm..bebrape keping xray diambil..xray before wat hsg..lps tu..die tinggalkn skjap sementara tunggu doc..dlm 30 minit gak..time tuh mmg rs nervous gile..takot..sume ade..cam biase..bc doa sgt menenangkn..

Lps setgh jam, doc pon dtg..borak skjap je ngn doc..die tnye kawen da brape lame? Da penah wat ke hsg before this? Then doc pon suh naikkn kaki cam org nk beranak tuh..then doc msukkn alat cam muncung itik tu..spatula..utk pembukaan servik..time ni mmg xrs ape..so bleh relaks lg..then doc ckp die nk bersihkn dulu..ala2 cam wat papsmear..then br proceed msukkn contrast dye..Mase time ni la doc ckp, ni akan rs cramp n sengal skit..Ms dye msuk tuh..xsakit lg..tp bile da nmpk penuh dlm uterus ngn doc tutup servik ngn besi pjg tu...uiii mmg terase cam period pain..Rs cam nk nangis..doc ckp tahan skjap..skit lg..then at the same time..beberape saat/minit..doc amik xray..nk tgk dye tu msuk smpai ke tiub fallopian..Skjap je procedure ni..xsmpai 10 minit pon..

Alhamdulillah, doc ckp rahim & tiub fallopian dua2 belah sy ok..xde ape2 block..semuanya normal..syukur sgt2.. Then i said thanks to all..

Tp da lps wat HSG tu..blum bleh trus kuar blik..kene tunggu dlm 30 minit..then assistant doc amik xray for the last time so that nak make sure dye sume da keluar ikut arah yg betui...

Alhamdulillah..Akhirnye semua selamat..hepi sgt on my side sume ok..ilang satu prob..tp my period stil k.o..adehh...

Mmm..SA result..

Ms pg anta bekas utk SA kt gribbles lab..derg bgtau result akan kuar dlm ms 5-7 hari bekerja..result akan terus dianta ke hospital yg kite pg..so what we need to do is..just buat appointment ngn gynae..then gynae will advise da result..

Tp better kol hospital dulu to make sure result da smpai..br wat appointment..so akhirnye slps seminggu wat SA..sy pon jumpe gynae..ms ni hubby xikut sbb die xdpt nk cuti..sbb ade keje urgent di opis..so xpela..gynae pon bgtaula resultnye..

Gynae said that based from da result my hubbys sperm count & morphology is low..tp motility is good more than 50%..tp ade ayat yg gynae ckp wat im abit sad..."kalu camni, nk wat iui pon xlps"...mmm dlm hatiku terus berdoa..ya Allah kuatkanlah kami dlm menghadapi ujianmu ini..permudahkanla segalanya..ms dok discus ngn gynae..mataku mmg da berair tp dok tahan..sdeh yg amat..at that time,gynae suggest buat skali lg SA for the 2nd time..nk confirmkn betui2..sbb gynae ckp kalu hubby stress mmg dia akan effect sperm count tu gak..so i agreed for my hubby to do SA for da 2nd time..so kene wat lik appointment kt gribbles..sume byr kt hospital..kt gribbles xyah byr pape da..

Mmm..gynae ade bgtau ade sorg patient dia..having low sperm count prob...then after amik supplement fertilAid for men..alhamdulillah his wife pregnant..not sure die makan brape lame..rsnye dlm 1 month kot..sbb gynae ckp 1 month after wife die stop treatment..nanti i'll check back with gynae ye..hopefully theres a way to improve sperm count..insyaAllah...

Nway ms ni la i decided to go for HSG...this is to make sure on my side is ok..so amik borg/surat siap2 dr gynae...

Pulau Dayang Bunting (Dayang Bunting Island)

Out of topic...hehe

Last month dear hubby & i went for a holiday in Langkawi..tmpt yg mmg wajib pg adalah pulau dayang bunting/pregnant maiden lake..we went there by speedboat..sgt best!

Well theres a myth about da lake..

" This island is famous for its large and beautiful lake, Tasik Dayang Bunting. Legend has it that any woman who couldn't conceived a child will be rewarded and blessed with one if she drank the water from this lake."

(Source: Pulau Dayang Bunting )

Mmm xtaula nk percaya ke x..but if you take a good look at the hills that form the backdrop to the lake and you will see the outline of the body of a pregnant woman who is lying down on her back..sgt terpegun dgn ciptaan Allah..

We're both swam n sip some water from the lake and was suprised da water of da lake is not salty at all..bsrnye ciptaan Allah..tetibe2 ade lake in da middle of hills..

We had a great fun there..sekali skala kena gak amik cuti enjoying & relaxing ourself..so xdela nk tensen2 sgt kan..hopefully..

Why dont u guys go there and have some fun..Nway my mission failed that month..xpela..chaiyokkkkk..dont give up...

HSG appointment

Last appointment ngn gynae,sy da mintak siap2 refer letter utk wat HSG..ntah nape xsemua hospital provide service neh..so terpakse outsource lg kt hospital len..kami diberi pilihan pg kpj kajang..but when i ask,doc yg wat hsg tu laki ke perempuan..gynae said lelaki..so terus cam down..i ask is there any other hospital yg wat HSG ngn doc perempuan?..Derg ckp kt seremban doc perempuan..mm then i ckp xpela bg jela borg tuh dulu...later i cek sendiri..

So i start google sane sini..jumpe some of comment from forum/blog yg bgtau if nak doc perempuan wat HSG kt kpj tawakal & pusrawi..but pusrawi abit costly..so we decided to go for kpj tawakal..first thing i did was set an appointment...

I pon kol la kpj tawakal transfer to bhgn xray..seorg lelaki angkat phone

"hello,bhgn xray"

"hello, sy nk set appointment utk wat HSG..cam mane eh process die?

"ok,puan nak set appointment bile? Bleh sy tau ari ni ari keberapa puan dtg bulan? Sbb utk wat HSG ni kalu bleh elok ms hari ke 9-11 period.."

Kebetulan ms sy kol tu CD2..

"Oooo,ari ni hari kedua period, so kalu cam tu bleh x nk set ms cd9.."

"bleh,sy check kosong lg kol 10.30am,11.30am,12.30pm,2.30pm, yg slot pg dr tu da penuh"

"kalu cam tu nk yg pkul 11.30am la.."

"if puan nak yg 10.30am pon ok gak sbb kol 9.30am ade patient..bleh doctor terus wat utk puan lps tu"

"mmmm..okla camtu.."

"ok set kol 10.30am ari rabu 9/5/2012 ye"

Then sy bg name and ic and no hp..

"ok procedure die puan xbleh bersama lepas habis period smpai be4 wat HSG, and doc perempuan yg akan wat HSG namenya doc fatimah...oh ya bleh sy tahu, puan dr lppkn ke?"

"mm x..sy dr hospital len..tp ade surat dr gynae"

"camtu nanti puan bwkla surat tu skali"

"brape ye cost utk HSG ni?

"rm180 utk sume"

"ok..kalu camtu confirmla..terima kasih"

"sama-sama"

End of conversation...

SA appointment for dear hubby..

SA means Semen Analysis... Mmm..Gynae ade pesan if kalu nak suruh DH test SA kene dtg amik borg kt hospital..at first ingt nk wat HSG dulu..but after discussion ngn gynae..gynae suggest utk try for SA first..lgpon DH xpenah test pape lg..

Nasib baik my hubby ok..so need to set for appointment..SA ni kene wat tmpt len coz hospital yg sy pg xde alat utk cek..so die outsource kt lab gribbles..biasenye kalu nk wat SA ni kene ade surat/ borg dari doctor..so sape2 nk wat sile dptkn refer letter dulu ya :)

Lps da amik borg/surat..sy pg gribbles utk wat appointment terus..then dieorg akan bg kite botol yg da disterile utk msukn semen itu..SA nye procedure..DH xbleh bersama selama 3 hari before SA tu..and kene hantar dlm mase max 1 hour..seb baik my house is near to lab gribbles tu..took me 20minutes drive..and one thing, better wat SA ni ms kite tgh period..just to be save ;)

BBT

What is BBT? Basal body temperature is the lowest temperature attained by the body during rest (usually during sleep). It is generally measured immediately after awakening and before any physical activity has been undertaken, although the temperature measured at that time is somewhat higher than the true basal body temperature (Source: Wikipedia )

Nak dijdkan ceritanya... Well i started taking bbt after 3 months stop fertility treatment..Before this mmg xtau pon bile ovulate..penah gak gune ovulation test tuh..tp always get a negative sign..tp after berbbt selama 2 bln, i can see my graf showing da day i ovulated plus dpt positive sign bile test..thats a great sign..tp yg lecehnya..bgn tido je kekdg terlupe nk amik suhu..da best time tu track ur body temperature adalah lps bgn dr tido..So chaiyokkkkk :)

Cd53 dpo38

Its been awhile..i havent manage to update this blog..well theres alot to tell..so kite review keblkg jap.. On 17th Feb 2012 cd53 dpo38 akhirnye my period came..lame betui cycle kali neh..but im very glad coz bleh start new cycle :)

24th Feb 2012 cd7 - appointment ngn gynae sbb pinggangku sakit sgt..

Then i found this fertility website where u can pinpoint ur own graf to track ovulation.. http://www.fertilityfriend.com

So started Feb 2012 punye cycle..i track mine..worth to try ;)

Cd45..

Mmm hari ni da Cd45/dpo30..periodku blum dtg lg..huhuh..adekah sbb delay or pregnant?tapi da wat urine test..negatif! ntahlaa...mls nk pkir..smlm n hari ni rs sakit sengal2 kt bwh perut belah kanan..maybe period nak dtg da kot sbb cam da mule sakit..

Ari tu da jumpe gynae..sbb sgt sakit pinggang..siap scan kt prut..tp xnmpk pape..so gynae sruh tunggu lg..nanti wat test lg tgk cam ne..

Ya Allah..permudahkanla segalanya..amin

Cd35

Ari ni da cd35/dpo20..periodku blum datang lg..huhuh..takotnye...

Dua tiga hari ni, sakit pinggang..pening pale kekdg..pastu perasan peha sakit cam lenguh2..nk tunduk pon rase sengal2..adehh..riso plak..

Semoge dipermudahkan semuanya..Amin

Cd30...

Hari ni da cd30/15dpo...Periodku blum muncul lg..prut plak xde rs cramp ke pe..pelik gak ni..tp i xmo check lg..coz takot cycle bln ni lmbt, tu yg xperiod2 lg..tp biasenye i will get spotting around cd27/cd28..smpai la ke period..ni xde plak dtg spotting..

Mm..dua tiga hari ni cam sakit kepala..biasenye sakit pale dr ptg ke mlm..bdn cam penat skit..tp skrg cam kurg rs lapar..ntahle xde selera ke pe tibe2..

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segalanya ya Allah..amin..

Cd26..

Ari ni cd26 @ dpo11..Ari ni cek suhu bdn naik skit 36.6 compare tu past few days 36.4..sgt rs xselesa bdn..rs panas nk demam..huhu..nak jadi plak telinga sakit sbb ade jerawat kt dlm..nk mkn benda pon sakit bila nganga mulut..mmm..Batuk kahak plak da ok skit..

Nway pagi td bgn subuh..lps smyg..rs sgt lapar..pelik sungguh..mmg kene jamah skit..kalu x rs cam loya..so i mkn biskut 2 keping & air kosong skit..then..rs da ok..smbg tido..ngeee.. ;D

Konon2 nak pi joging kat tasik..xjd plak sbb due2 still ngntuk lg..smlm tido lmbt tgk movie..biasela kalu soknye cuti..sure tido lmbt..hehehe

Mmmmm..still counting days...5 days more to go before next date period..(if xde rezki lg la)..hopefully rezkiku dtg soon..insyaAllah..kepadamu ya Allah aku berdoa..permudahkanlah jalan kami untuk mendpt zuriat kami sendiri ya Allah..sesungguhnya engkau tau apa yg terbaik utk kami..amin..

Cd24...

Ari ni cd24/dpo9..prut bwh belah kiri cam abit sakit..tekak cam rs ade sore-throat skit..sakit skit bile nk telan air liur..mmm..& dua tiga hari ni cam cpt lapar time breakfast..kirenye kene mkn berat trus..

Ptg2 je mesti sakit pale..lik keje tido smpai ke maghrib..bgn2 stil sakit lg..mebi sbb tido lps asar ke maghrib kot..

Pastu ewcm cam abit creamy skit..mlm plak rs hangat..da 2 hari terjaga sbb panas..tp xdela plak dok terjage sbb nk shi shi..ntahler..

Menghitung hari...

Hari ni da cd22/dpo7..xtau kenape mlm td cam senak ari2 cam period pain tu..tp xdela sakit sgt cam period pain..cume xselesa & rase penat bdn..batuk kahak da berkurg..tp kekdg stil cam ade kahak lg skit..selsema da xde..alhamdulillah..btw my ewcm cam abit creamy putih..xde plak darah ke pe..Betis kiri plak cramp 2x ari ni..

Sepjgn waktu subur smpai ke sekarang, kami mengamalkan minum susu kamping higoat+madu tualang..habbatussauda(baraka) kami br stat mkn lps subur..serbuk debunga kurma kami mkn utk 10 hari..ingt nk stat lik mkn tp bia dulula..tgk dulu cam mane this cycle..Pastu pati delima kekdg je..sbb die msam,my hubby cam xsuke sgt..biase i campo 1 sudu bsr pati delima dlm air sejuk..then minum..

Hopefully bln ni dpt berite gembira..tp ntahle..rs cam bln ni failed gak..doa & tawakkal je la yg dpt kami buat skrg..insyaAllah, kalu ade rezki..adela tu...Allah swt tau mane yg terbaik utk kite semua..so byk2 la kite berdoa..insyaAllah..amin

Ovulation Test

First time gune ovulation test brand p-plan fertility palnner yg nmpk hasil..yg ni utk pinpoint my most fertile days to conceive naturally..die akan detect LH hormone..since skrg xon clomid & pregnyl shot da so xtau bile ovulate..kalu x..mmg da tau 24-36 hours after pregnyl shot..kite ovulate..

Sebelum ni penah gak try..tp slalu kuar satu line je..so maybe time tu i xovulate..so for this cycle..i agak2 je yg my cycle 30 hari...based on period yg dtg ms amik clomid tu..

So on cd14(9/1) wat ovulation test..kuar double line..tp line lg satu tu sgt xclear..So i decided to test again esoknye on cd15 (10/1)..this time kuar line yg lg terang compare to yg wat on cd14..so that means cd15 & cd16 my most fertile days..adela gak rs cam sakit ari2 belah kanan..sbb telur this cycle kt ovary kanan..sbb last cycle ms on clomid..telur yg kuar belah kiri..die akan alternate as per gynea advised..so time for us to bekerja keras..hehe

Nway ari ni da cd17 (12/1)..

Serbuk Debunga Kurma

Alhamdulillah, my parent br je lik dr umrah lastweek..before tu da siap pesan kt my mom tlg belikan serbuk debunga kurma neh..& doakan kami utk dipermudahkan mendpt zuriat..insyaAllah..

My mom belikan 3 botol..total rm100..okla kot..ustaz yg jual serbuk debunga kurma ni ckp 1 botol tu actually utk 10 hari..& kene mkn lps period & waktu subur..cara makan depends kt kite..tp lg afdhal mkn ngn madu..1 sudu bsr madu + 1 sudu kecik serbuk debunga kurma..utk suami & isteri..due 2 bleh mkn..

Tp sbb cam xlalu nk mkn direct coz ade bau cam sperm skit..i campo dlm susu kambing suam..cam ni okla..since i love minum horlicks..so xde prob nk minum..sbb bile da campo dlm susu kambing..cam horlicks plak rs..hehe..xtaula..org taste lain2 kan..

So kami start mkn serbuk debunga kurma cd9..disebbkn i da x amik clomid this cycle..xtaula hari subur bile..tp kalu ikutkn cycle i 30 hari..so hari subur patut jatuh cd16..So just wait & see..

Rawatan Tradisional

31st Dec 2011

Mmm..ade membe2 sy ckp urut bdn can also help to conceive..sbb ngn urut bdn,bleh betuikn urat saraf..pengaliran darah..& betuikn kedudukan mane2 yg patut..mmm..so we decided to go for urutan bdn..kami pi wat rawatan tradisional..that is refleksologi...

Kirenye urut bdn berserta refleksologi..ya Allah...for the first time experience..sgtla sakittttt!!!! Terutama kt tang kaki bile tukang urut tu urut point..then die ckp i ade prob..pernafasan & bhgn perut/usus...mmm mmgle coz i had astma & skrg ni cam abit susah nk buang air bsr..so ikut logik betuile ape yg tukang urut tu ckp..

Kat pusat rawatan ni, kite bleh jumpe ustaz dulu kalu nak, beliau akan check point kt kaki & bleh discover kite ade prob ape..so my hubby pon check..ustaz yg urut tu check said that my hubby ade prob pembenihan..sbb bile die tekan tumit, die sakit gile..So mmg kalu ikut point..ctuh ade area pembenihan..ustaz tu cek mine..but he said..my ovaries are okay..no issue..Then ustaz sruh my hubby pi urut refleksologi pengubatan utk tang kaki je..die sruh lembutkn coz die ckp my hubbynye kaki cam keras..kene kasik lembut skit..bg urat dpt
dibetulkn..mmmm.

Lps tu ustaz bg kiteorg supplemen..for my hubby named taming sari..n for me named halia bara..pelik sungguh name supplemen tu..

Esoknye..i start batuk2..sakit tekak..kahak..& even sekrg still batuk skit but tambah selsema..mmm ustaz tu ckp mmg elokla gitu..xpela..at least kiteorg da cube..